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    June 08

    Emo Kid - Adam and Andrew

    Emo Kid - Adam and Andrew
     
    “My life is spiraling downward. I couldn’t get enough money to go to the Blood Red Romance and Suffocate Me Dry concert. It sucks cause they play some of my favorite songs like “Stab My Heart Because I Love You” and “Rip Apart My Soul” and of course “Stabby Rip Stab Stab” And it doesn’t help that I couldn’t get my hair to do that flippy thing either…like that guy from that band can do….some days you know...”

    I’m an emo kid, non-conforming as can be
    You’d be non-conforming too if you look just like me
    I have paint on my nails and makeup on my face
    I’m almost emo enough to start shaving my legs
    Cause I feel real deep when dressing in drag
    I call it freedom of expression, most just call me a fag
    Our dudes look like chicks and chicks look like dykes
    Cause emo is one step below transvestite

    Stop my breathing and slit my throat
    I must be emo
    I don’t jump around when I go to shows
    I must be emo
    I’m dark and sensitive with low self esteem
    The way I dress makes everyday feel like Halloween
    I have no real problems but I like to make believe
    I stole my sister’s mascara now I’m grounded for a week
    Sulking and writing poetry are my hobbies
    I can’t get through a Hawthorne Heights album without sobbing
    Girls keep breaking up with me, it’s never any fun
    They say they already have a pussy, they don’t need another one

    Stop my breathing and slit my throat
    I must be emo
    I don’t jump around when I go to shows
    I must be emo
    Dye in my hair and polish on my toes
    I must be emo
    I play guitar and write suicide notes
    I must be emo

    “My life is just a black abyss... ya know...it’s so dark. And it’s suffocating me, grabbing a hold of me and tightening its grip, tighter than a pair of my little sisters jeans...which look great on me by the way.”

    When I get depressed I cut my wrist in every direction
    Hearing songs about getting dumped gives me an erection
    I write in a live journal and wear thick rimmed glasses
    I tell my friends I bleed black and cry during classes
    I’m just a bad, cheap imitation of goth
    You can read me “Catcher in the Rye” and watch me jack off
    I wear skin tight clothes while hating my life
    If I said that I like girls I’d only be half right
    I look like I’m dead and dress like a homo
    I must be emo
    Screw XBox I play old school Nintendo
    I must be emo
    I like to whine and hate my parentals
    I must be emo
    Me and my friends all look like clones
    I must be emo

    “My parents don’t get me ya know. They think I’m gay just because they saw me kiss a guy…well, a couple guys …but still, I mean it’s the 2000’s, can’t two…or 4 dudes make out with each other without being gay. I mean, chicks dig that kinda thing anyways. I don’t know diary, sometimes I think you are the only one that gets me…you’re my best friend. I feel like tacos.”
    April 15

    THE DARKNESS CONCERT!!!

    OMG!! The Darkness concert was so awesome!! My dad and I got to Luna Park at 5.30 and the doors didn't open til 8... so we had a really good position in line! There were only about 60 people in font of us and by the time it was about 7-ish, the line was massive... like... I can't really describe how long it was... but trust me... I'm so glad we got there early! Then when it came to 8pm... they opened 3 doors and we were right in front of one of them so we were nearly first in there! I had a really good spot for the support act, After The Fall, about 2 rows from the front and OMG it was soooo scary! lol I nearly died... but I didn't stay there for the Darkness, I went and stood way further back... I was about to be crushed in the mosh pit!! But The Darkness... they were so fricken unbelievable!! And during their encore, these 2 security guards carried Justin Hawkins through the crowd while he was playing!!! I was soooooooooooooooooo close to him, if I had long arms and if I were taller I could have touched him!! But unfortunately the camera on my stupid phone decided it didn't want to take an all important picture of Justin... so the title of who got closer to Justin stays with Steven... but for the record I GOT SO MUCH CLOSER!!!! hehe so yeah it was amazing...
     
     
    I ♥ THE DARKNESS!!!
    April 11

    Panic! At The Disco

     
    Ok... so I'm writing a new blog.
     
    And all I want to say is four words...
     
     
     
    Panic!
     
    At
     
    The
     
    Disco
     
     
    They are awesome... listen to them everyone!!
     
    March 12

    MSN Spaces suck...

    Yes... MSN Spaces (in my humble opinion) suck.
     
    They are so boring... and I can't be bothered maintaining mine anymore.
     
    So there will be no more updates on here for a while... but I will write about The Darkness concert when I get back from it or if anything else really really interesting happens in my life. But still feel free to comment cos I'll be coming on here just to check stuff out pretty regularly.
     
    But seriously... if you too are sick of MSN Spaces, get a MySpace. They are sooooo much better and you can talk to people from all over the world (and Australia and EVEN Tasmania too) and find out about fantastic bands that are practically un-heard of here in Australia. All the big bands (like MCR, The Used, The Darkness, From First To Last etc...) have profiles on there and you can listen to their music and some bands even let you download their songs FOR FREE. Australian bands also have profiles, and they incude Wolfmother, The Living End, The Vines, Kisschasy, Grinspoon... and I'm sure many others do too.
     
    So yeah... go here and make a MySpace profile
     
     
    Later taters!!!
     
    <3 Alex
    March 02

    Fun walkies

    Ahoy!
     
    Yesterday was GYC's Walk for Hope... OMG it was sooo long! Like... nearly 8km. My short legs do not like walking and it was especially hard when the people i was walking with had long legs. But it wasn't too bad on the whole.  I walked half the way with josh and kate (which was the best part!) and then kate and I had great fun surging with Adam and Liam... lol. PEOPLE WALK TOO FAST!!! Anyway... it wasn't too bad and it was better than spending the whole day at school. Hmmm... so yeah that's all.
     
    <3
    February 27

    Band rocks my socks... YEAH!

    Well... band has stated for another year (it actually started two weeks ago... but meh, i didn't think to write about it until now. I really enjoyed band last year... as stupid as it may sound! I made some pretty awesome friends through it, and the thing that sucks is that most of them were in yr 12... so they've gone. But I've made some new ones now, haha and they're in yr 11... so I'll leave them at the end of the year! It's a viscious cycle... band camp is coming up at the end of March... yes band camp... you heard me correctly! Last year's was awesome fun, even if there was only 8 people... 4 girls and 4 guys. I ended up hanging out with the guys more cos lets face it... they're more fun than girls! Nah jk... but it was good. I made some great friends there, but sadly i haven't kept in contact with any of them since the end of school, which is a bit disappointing. But oh well... that's life. Anyway... that's enough about band. I'm off!
     
    <3
    February 23

    Just because...

    ♥ Just because...
     
    Just because I'm bitchy  doesn't mean I'm a bitch.
     
    Just because I'm quiet doesn't mean I don't have a lot to say.
     
    Just because I appear happy doesn't mean everything is okay.
     
    Just because I'm sarcastic doesn't mean I don't take things seriously.
     
    Just because I forgive doesn't mean I forget.
     
    Just because I don't listen to your problems doesn't mean I don't care.
     
    Just because I'm gullible doesn't mean I can be cheated.
     
    Just because I'm stubborn doesn't mean I'm not easy going.
     
    Just because I don't study doesn't mean I'm stupid.
     
    Just because I don't show my feelings doesn't mean I don't have any.
     
    Just because I dislike my life at times doesn't mean I'm suicidal.
     
    Just because I don't love you doesn't mean I don't have feelings for you.
     
    Just because I'm honest doesn't mean I'm outspoken.
     
    Just because I'm not like you doesn't mean I'm weird.
     
    Just because I have scars on my wrist doesn't mean I cut myself.
     
    Just because I'm unsure doesnt mean I'm afraid.
     
    Just because I cry at night doesn't mean I'm depressed.
     
    Just because I don't tell you what's wrong doesn't mean I don't need your help.
     
    Just because sometimes I might push you away doesn't mean I don't need you to stay.
     
    February 19

    The Taste Of Ink - The Used

    The Taste Of Ink - The Used

     

    Is it worth it can you even hear me
    Standing with your spotlight on me
    Not enough to feed the hungry
    I'm tired and I felt it for awhile now
    In this sea of lonely
    The taste of ink is getting old
    It's four o' clock in the fucking morning
    Each day gets more and more like the last day
    Still I can see it coming
    While I'm standing in the river drowning
    This could be my chance to break out
    This could be my chance to say goodbye
    At last it's finally over
    Couldn't take this town much longer
    Being half dead wasn't what I planned to be
    Now I'm ready to be free

    So here I am it's in my hands
    And I'll savor every moment of this
    So here I am alive at last
    And I'll savor every moment of this

    And won't you think I'm pretty
    When I'm standing top the bright lit city
    And I'll take your hand and pick you up
    And keep you there to so you can see
    As long as you're alive and care
    I promise I will take you there
    And we'll drink and dance the night away

    As long as you're alive
    Here I am
    I promise I will take you there

    February 16

    Update...

    Well... i have now been back at school for nearly a week and it sucks. Our Religion and Philosophy teacher is terrible, as of today i am a complete loner in Chemistry, our Biology teacher teaches us like we're in primary school and Maths... well that's ok so far. But meh... in all my 13 years of schooling (kinder - yr 11) i have never hated or dreaded going to school. But i'm ashamed to say that i officially hate school. Yep... and the only thing that would make it fun would be going there to hang out with friends. But alas... i dont seem to have many of them at the moment... but to those few i do have THANK YOU for letting me hang out with you and your friends... and pointing out where the GW look alike is hehe... you make school bearable.
     
    On a much happier note... I GOT TICKETS FOR THE DARKNESS CONCERT IN SYDNEY!!! YES!!! omfg i am sooooo stoked! My dad is coming too cos i wouldnt go to Sydney on me onesy savvy... and he likes The Darkness too lol... I LOVE YOU DADDY!! MWAH!! yeah... so im pumped for the 13th of April! We even have air-fares so now it's all about accommodation.
     
    That's all for now...
     
    Over and Out
     
    <3
    February 09

    </3 not good...

    Omg it was the first day back at school today... year 12... my last year of formal education for EVER... and i must say that it sucked. I got Chem homework... and it rained. And i even went to the trouble of straightening my hair last night and now its curly again!! I can't win with that hell hole they call 'school'... But um half of lunch was fun... i swear there are sooooo many year 11's! It's not a bad thing... i think people think im a year 11 cos im small... half of them are bigger than me... well more than half really. The majority are. Well anyway i should do my homework...
     
     
    February 08

    School Tomorrow =(

    Well the time has come to go back to school... AND I DON'T WANNA GO!!!
     
    But on the bright side, Josh is in my tutor! HOW AWESOME!! Last year I hated tutor group cos I had no friends... but this year will be awesome! AND... Josh is catching my bus too!! YAY!! Hopefully this is as sign it'll be a good year!!  
     
    And don't worry Kate... I'll be sticking to you like glue! You'll get sick of me eventually lol... we'll have great fun at recess and lunch hehe...
     
    Well... that's all folks. <3
     
    btw - I WANNA GO AND SEE THE DARKNESS!!!!!
     
    (ps - please PLEASE still comment on the previous entry... the poll in case you're new lol! You're opinions are still greatly wanted AND appreciated)
    January 30

    POLL - PLEASE COMMENT

    Okay... here we go!

    Please people... I need your opinions! I don't care who you are... just tell me which one of these fine young (well some of them are young anyway!) gentlemen you think is the best looking (or just plain HOT!). I know that this is really stupid but meh... this is my teeny bopper moment lol.

     Your opinions are wanted!! SO GET COMMENTING!!!

     

     

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    Sonny Moore (From First To Last)

     

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    Quinn Allman (The Used)

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    Matt Good (From First To Last)

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    Gerard Way (My Chemical Romance)

    January 29

    This is me... apparently

    Well... I did this silly personality test and this is what it said i am.
     

    Stability results were very low which suggests you are extremely worrying, insecure, emotional, and anxious.

    Orderliness results were moderately low which suggests you are, at times, overly flexible, improvised, and fun seeking at the expense of reliability, work ethic, and long term accomplishment.

    Extraversion results were low which suggests you are very reclusive, quiet, unassertive, and secretive.

     
    trait snapshot - messy, depressed, introverted, feels invisible, does not make friends easily, nihilistic, reveals little about self, fragile, dark, bizarre, feels undesirable, dislikes leadership, reclusive, weird, irritable, frequently second guesses self, unassertive, unsympathetic, low self control, observer, worrying, phobic, suspicious, unproductive, avoidant, negative, bad at saving money, emotionally sensitive, does not like to stand out, dislikes large parties, submissive, daydreamer
     
    Huh... am i really that bad????
     

    thanks for the comments guys, you're right! Well... lol some of it is true i guess (i am extremely messy after all!!) but the rest... HA! hehe... i'm me! And that's NOT me... so na na na to whoever made that quiz up

    January 28

    What have they done???

    OMG What have they done to the spaces???
     
    They've seriously f-cked around with them! Spaces used to be so easy to use and not at all complicated and now MSN have added all these extra features and I DON'T LIKE IT!!!
    January 26

    Branden Steineckert = awesome

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    Branden Steineckert (drummer for The Used)

     

    Everyone, I'd like you to meet Branden from The Used. Up until recently I thought that he was the same as Bert McCracken (in regards to being into drinking, smoking, drugs etc...) but he's not! I thought he was into that shit because of his appearance, like with his tattoos and piercings, but this article that I read from Blender.com has changed my opinion of him completely! While he may not be the best looking guy from The Used, he is by far the most sain. Here's a little bit from the article (if you want, you can read the enitre article at Blender.com)

     

    “If you don't fit a certain mold in Provo, you tend to be looked down upon,” Steineckert says of his hometown. “People automatically assume that because I have tattoos or a mohawk that I’m a drug dealer. Between looking like I did and being a skateboarder, I was bad news.”

    This says more about Provo — a bland sprawl of flat, white buildings that look like they could be packed away at 24 hours’ notice — than it does about Steineckert, a courteous, talkative 26 year old who has never had a drink, drug or cigarette in his life. The self-professed “dad of the band” lives in a neat, custom-built house with his girlfriend Spike, a black dog called Radio and a retro diner’s worth of 1950s memorabilia. It’s hard to imagine anyone less suited to sharing a tour bus with McCracken.

    “It’s actually very difficult,” concedes Steineckert. “I don’t think less of Bert for doing what he does, but I see him struggling, and I know all that shit’s not helping. I wish he could be happy from the high of playing music. I wish that was enough.”

    January 24

    Save Me - Unwritten Law

    Save Me - Unwritten Law
    Had a bad day, don't talk to me,
    gonna ride this out,
    My little black heart, breaks apart,
    with your big mouth.
    
    And I'm sick of my sickness
    Dont touch me, you'll get this.
    I'm useless, lazy, perverted,
    and you hate me.
    
    You can't save me,
    You can't change me, 
    Well I'm waiting for my wake up call, 
    And everything, everything's my fault.
    
    Went to the doctor, and I asked her,
    to make this stop.
    Got medication, a new addiction,
    Fucken thanks a lot.
    
    Had to relapse, I'm outta rehab,
    It ruined everything.
    So point your finger, at the singer,
    He's in the pharmacy.
    
    You can't save me,
    You can't change me,
    Well I'm waiting for my wake up call ,
    and everything's my fault.
    
    You can't save me,
    You can't blame me, 
    Well I'm waiting here to take a fall,
    and everything, and everthing's my fault.
    
    And I'm a death threat haven't slept yet,
    Baby wide awake at dawn.
    Helmet bad boy, tell the tabloids,
    everything's my fault.
    
    Whoa whoa yeah, write it write it,
    Whoa whoa yeah, write it write it,
    Whoa Whoa everthing's my fault,
    everthing's my fault.
    
    I went to heaven, couldn't get it,
    For what I had done.
    I said forsake me, you said you're crazy
    you were too much fun.
    
    You can't save me,
    You can't change me,
    Well I'm waiting for my wake up call ,
    and everything's my fault.
    
    You can't save me,
    You can't blame me, 
    Well I'm waiting here to take a fall,
    and everything,everthing's my fault.
    
    You can't save me,
    You can't change me,
    You can't save me,
    You can't change me,
    You can't save me,
    You can't change me,(everthing's my fault)
    You can't save me,
    You can't change me,
    
    Everything's my fault.
    
    January 21

    Funny MCR interview

    I found this interview on someones MySpace and i thought it was pretty funny... except i dunno... i have this feeling it's not real, like its some fan who's just made it up. So if anyone knows who did this interview (like what magazine it came from etc...) please let me know! It's seriously bugging me, cos i've been googling it all night with no results. Anyhoo... it's pretty funny regardless. Except for the sandwich bit... that's just wrong. 

     

     

    Okay guys these are some tough questions you up for it?

    Gerard: Go for it
    Frankie: Shoot

    Skittles or M&Ms?

    Mikey: SKITTLES!!!!!!!!!!!FUCK YES SKITTLES!!!!
    G: wow uh, yeah have to agree with Mikey on that. Skittles all the way.
    F: I prefer sweet stuff over chocolate anytime.
    Ray: Dude no way M&Ms are way better
    F: But they all taste the same!!!! Put some variety in your life man!!!!
    Bob: Gummy bears
    G: Dumbass that wasnt one of the choices
    B: ..oh well it is now.

    Just so you know I didnt come up with this one: Which would you rather do impregnate a cow or eat road kill squirrel?

    F: Are there any alternate answers?
    G: Id rather eat road kill anything than get near a cow.
    M: he hates cows. But seriously eating a road kill squirrel? That would be just plain weird. And disgusting.
    G: Cows smell like shit.
    F: How about neither
    R: Cmon Frankie you know you wanna fuck a cow or two
    F: WHAT!!!! THATS PLAIN WRONG!!!
    B: Dude impregnating a cow just means you stick-
    M: EEEEWWWW!!!!!KEEP IT PG-13!!!PG-13!!!!!

    So whats the meanest thing your band mates have ever done to you while on tour?


    R: Dont even get me started the list could go on for hours.
    G: Come on. You know we pick on Mikey more than anyone
    F: Weve all had our days.
    G: once you guys fucked up my samich and let me eat it.

    I always thought it was sandwich

    G: When mikey was little he would say samich and it just kind of stuck.
    B: tell her what they did to the sandwich!!!
    M: Oh God NOOO!!!!!
    G: I was making a tuna and whip cream samich and I left for a second to go check on something. When I came back my samich was no longer whip cream and tuna it was Mikeys cum and tuna. It was so fucking disgusting. I swear Ill get you back for that.
    M: Yeah and you did. I remember this one time when you and Frankie zipped me up in a sleeping bag and dumped my in the pool at that one Sheraton hotel because I wouldnt go up to that creepy floor with you guys.

    What was so creepy about it?

    G: There was this fucking psycho Satanists cult up there and Mikey was scared shitless.
    R: those guys were so cool
    F: there was this one guy who was chasing us around the floor they were on and shouting at us in latin. Or I think it was latin. We really pissed them off. I guess he was trying to curse us or something.
    Do you guys believe in that kind of thing?
    G: well weve had a few incidents with a Ouijia board and were all very superstitious.
    F: dont go walking under ladders.

    Okay new subject. Again I did not have anything to do with the making up of this question. Boxers briefs man thong or commando.

    M: (laughing so hard he fell off the chair)
    F: MAN THONGS ALL THE WAY!!!!
    G: FUCK YEAH!!!!!
    R: boxers for me thanks
    B: No comment
    M: AHHH hes commando arent you?
    B: like I said no comment.
    G:GROSS!!!!!I AM NOT SITTING NEXT TO YOU ANYMORE!!!!!

    OK a friend wanted to know what you really do in the shower

    G: Well I take long hot pleasurable showers, and I touch and scrub my whole entire body.
    M: Ewwwww
    T: Oh Mikey youve thought about that before
    M: Eeeeewwwww NO!
    G: Dont deny it!
    M: Shut up back to the question.
    G: That is part of the question.
    F: you guys are fucked up.

    T: Hey Mikey, dont you take toasters in the bath?

    G: YES he does!
    M: Well not anymore, every once in a while I do like to watch T.V. in the bath but I guess it's not a safe thing to do!
    F: Youre such a dumbass!

    Okay this ones for Frankie. Have you ever thought about one of your band mates in a sexual way and if so who?

    F: Yes actually. But it was nothing too dirty or anything. I just-there was this one pair of pants he had that really showed off his ass and uhpackage.
    G: Yeah everyone knows Im sexy.

    Definitely Gerard. Anyway one of your fans wanted to know how far youve gotten with Bert

    G: Okay I havent fucked him havent sucked him or vice-versa. But I have seen him naked.
    F: I think Bob and Ray left us.
    M: Wussies cant handle the sex talk
    G: Youre one to be talking.
    M: FUCK YOU!
    G: FUCK YOURSELF!
    M: GO FUCK A COW!
    G: GO FUCK A TOASTER AND TURN IT ON!
    M: GO FUCK YOUR MOM!
    G: SHES YOUR MOM TOO DUMBASS!!!!

    okay I think its safe to say that this interview is over

    F: On behalf of all the rest of MCR and myself WELL SEE YA AT THE SHOW!!!!
    G: GO FUCK A WHALE!!!!
    M: HOW MANY TIMES DO I HAVE TO SAY THAT IM NOT INTERESTED IN YOU LIKE THAT GERARD!!
    January 19

    Photos

    Well due to recent events I've decided to delete a few of my photo albums.
     
    It's a new year and it's time to move on from what happened last year... so I think that getting rid of those photos is a big step towards getting on with my life.
     
    For those of you who have no idea what I'm on about, don't worry. If you don't know, it most likely doesn't affect you. But those who do know, I hope you understand why I have done it. And if you don't... screw you. I'm not gonna waste my time attempting to explain it to you.
     
     
    So in the words of the wise JephA (from The Used)...
     
     
    "... and to all the people that try to use me as a carpet FUCK YOU!!"
     
     
    Yes you heard me... fuck you!! And as the even wiser Ruth said...
     
     
    "Also to any those cowards who ruined our game - EAT SHIT. It was me who called you arseholes not alex so go have a little cry about, you're all immature little girls."
    January 17

    *The 10 Commandments of a Chemical Romance*

      Hey... just found this today and thought it was pretty... erm... funny but in a weird kinda creepy way. I mean, I love My Chemical Romance... but "10 Commandments..." um that's just taking it a step too far lol... read 'em for yourself.

       

      *The 10 Commandments of a Chemical Romance*

    1. Thou shall not put a gun to thy lover's head.
    2. Thou shall be willing to die for love.
    3. Thou shall seek revenge on those who wrong you.
    4. Thou shall be a demolition lover.
    5. Thou shall unleash the bats.
    6. Thou shall protect thy lover from everything (even vampires).
    7. Thou shall respect the lord, Gerard.
    8. Thou shall sing the holy hymns of the chemical romance.
    9. Thou shall see beauty in bloody love.
    10. Thou shall rock hard.

    ...Music As It Should Be...

    Music should make you want to drop out of school and learn guitar.

    XxX And a live show should last a l i f e t i m e XxX 

    There should be blood on the frets and the audience should dance.

    Support bands should get a sound check.

    Ticket stubs should be cherished.

    And e v e r y o n e should want the l e a d   s i n g e r.

    Lip-syncing should be reserved for b-grade kung-fu movies.

    Televisions should take their rightful place at the bottom of hotel swimming pools.

    && damn right your parents should disapprove.

    P i e r c i n g s should not be allowed in the m o s h  p i t.

     

    Blowing a whole month's pay on front row tickets should be admired...if you can get them.

    And that [ 64 Fender] should be e a r n e d not bought.

    Lyrics should be crafted to a point, that heard just once become burned into the memory as if they were your own.

    People who don't know the words, should shut up and listen.

    And your favourite song should be played so loud, that neighbours you didn't even know you had, ask you to turn it down.

     

    That's music as it should be  

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