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June 08 Emo Kid - Adam and AndrewEmo Kid - Adam and Andrew
“My life is spiraling downward. I couldn’t get enough money to go to the Blood Red Romance and Suffocate Me Dry concert. It sucks cause they play some of my favorite songs like “Stab My Heart Because I Love You” and “Rip Apart My Soul” and of course “Stabby Rip Stab Stab” And it doesn’t help that I couldn’t get my hair to do that flippy thing either…like that guy from that band can do….some days you know...” I’m an emo kid, non-conforming as can be You’d be non-conforming too if you look just like me I have paint on my nails and makeup on my face I’m almost emo enough to start shaving my legs Cause I feel real deep when dressing in drag I call it freedom of expression, most just call me a fag Our dudes look like chicks and chicks look like dykes Cause emo is one step below transvestite Stop my breathing and slit my throat I must be emo I don’t jump around when I go to shows I must be emo I’m dark and sensitive with low self esteem The way I dress makes everyday feel like Halloween I have no real problems but I like to make believe I stole my sister’s mascara now I’m grounded for a week Sulking and writing poetry are my hobbies I can’t get through a Hawthorne Heights album without sobbing Girls keep breaking up with me, it’s never any fun They say they already have a pussy, they don’t need another one Stop my breathing and slit my throat I must be emo I don’t jump around when I go to shows I must be emo Dye in my hair and polish on my toes I must be emo I play guitar and write suicide notes I must be emo “My life is just a black abyss... ya know...it’s so dark. And it’s suffocating me, grabbing a hold of me and tightening its grip, tighter than a pair of my little sisters jeans...which look great on me by the way.” When I get depressed I cut my wrist in every direction Hearing songs about getting dumped gives me an erection I write in a live journal and wear thick rimmed glasses I tell my friends I bleed black and cry during classes I’m just a bad, cheap imitation of goth You can read me “Catcher in the Rye” and watch me jack off I wear skin tight clothes while hating my life If I said that I like girls I’d only be half right I look like I’m dead and dress like a homo I must be emo Screw XBox I play old school Nintendo I must be emo I like to whine and hate my parentals I must be emo Me and my friends all look like clones I must be emo “My parents don’t get me ya know. They think I’m gay just because they saw me kiss a guy…well, a couple guys …but still, I mean it’s the 2000’s, can’t two…or 4 dudes make out with each other without being gay. I mean, chicks dig that kinda thing anyways. I don’t know diary, sometimes I think you are the only one that gets me…you’re my best friend. I feel like tacos.” April 15 THE DARKNESS CONCERT!!!OMG!! The Darkness concert was so awesome!! My dad and I got to Luna Park at 5.30 and the doors didn't open til 8... so we had a really good position in line! There were only about 60 people in font of us and by the time it was about 7-ish, the line was massive... like... I can't really describe how long it was... but trust me... I'm so glad we got there early! Then when it came to 8pm... they opened 3 doors and we were right in front of one of them so we were nearly first in there! I had a really good spot for the support act, After The Fall, about 2 rows from the front and OMG it was soooo scary! lol I nearly died... but I didn't stay there for the Darkness, I went and stood way further back... I was about to be crushed in the mosh pit!! But The Darkness... they were so fricken unbelievable!! And during their encore, these 2 security guards carried Justin Hawkins through the crowd while he was playing!!! I was soooooooooooooooooo close to him, if I had long arms and if I were taller I could have touched him!! But unfortunately the camera on my stupid phone decided it didn't want to take an all important picture of Justin... so the title of who got closer to Justin stays with Steven... but for the record I GOT SO MUCH CLOSER!!!! hehe so yeah it was amazing...
I ♥ THE DARKNESS!!! April 11 Panic! At The DiscoOk... so I'm writing a new blog.
And all I want to say is four words...
Panic!
At
The
Disco
They are awesome... listen to them everyone!! March 12 MSN Spaces suck...Yes... MSN Spaces (in my humble opinion) suck.
They are so boring... and I can't be bothered maintaining mine anymore.
So there will be no more updates on here for a while... but I will write about The Darkness concert when I get back from it or if anything else really really interesting happens in my life. But still feel free to comment cos I'll be coming on here just to check stuff out pretty regularly.
But seriously... if you too are sick of MSN Spaces, get a MySpace. They are sooooo much better and you can talk to people from all over the world (and Australia and EVEN Tasmania too) and find out about fantastic bands that are practically un-heard of here in Australia. All the big bands (like MCR, The Used, The Darkness, From First To Last etc...) have profiles on there and you can listen to their music and some bands even let you download their songs FOR FREE. Australian bands also have profiles, and they incude Wolfmother, The Living End, The Vines, Kisschasy, Grinspoon... and I'm sure many others do too.
So yeah... go here and make a MySpace profile
Later taters!!!
<3 Alex March 02 Fun walkiesAhoy!
Yesterday was GYC's Walk for Hope... OMG it was sooo long! Like... nearly 8km. My short legs do not like walking and it was especially hard when the people i was walking with had long legs. But it wasn't too bad on the whole. I walked half the way with josh and kate (which was the best part!) and then kate and I had great fun surging with Adam and Liam... lol. PEOPLE WALK TOO FAST!!! Anyway... it wasn't too bad and it was better than spending the whole day at school. Hmmm... so yeah that's all.
<3 February 27 Band rocks my socks... YEAH!Well... band has stated for another year (it actually started two weeks ago... but meh, i didn't think to write about it until now. I really enjoyed band last year... as stupid as it may sound! I made some pretty awesome friends through it, and the thing that sucks is that most of them were in yr 12... so they've gone. But I've made some new ones now, haha and they're in yr 11... so I'll leave them at the end of the year! It's a viscious cycle... band camp is coming up at the end of March... yes band camp... you heard me correctly! Last year's was awesome fun, even if there was only 8 people... 4 girls and 4 guys. I ended up hanging out with the guys more cos lets face it... they're more fun than girls! Nah jk... but it was good. I made some great friends there, but sadly i haven't kept in contact with any of them since the end of school, which is a bit disappointing. But oh well... that's life. Anyway... that's enough about band. I'm off!
<3 February 23 Just because...♥ Just because...
Just because I'm bitchy doesn't mean I'm a bitch.
Just because I'm quiet doesn't mean I don't have a lot to say.
Just because I appear happy doesn't mean everything is okay.
Just because I'm sarcastic doesn't mean I don't take things seriously.
Just because I forgive doesn't mean I forget.
Just because I don't listen to your problems doesn't mean I don't care.
Just because I'm gullible doesn't mean I can be cheated.
Just because I'm stubborn doesn't mean I'm not easy going.
Just because I don't study doesn't mean I'm stupid.
Just because I don't show my feelings doesn't mean I don't have any.
Just because I dislike my life at times doesn't mean I'm suicidal.
Just because I don't love you doesn't mean I don't have feelings for you.
Just because I'm honest doesn't mean I'm outspoken.
Just because I'm not like you doesn't mean I'm weird.
Just because I have scars on my wrist doesn't mean I cut myself.
Just because I'm unsure doesnt mean I'm afraid.
Just because I cry at night doesn't mean I'm depressed.
Just because I don't tell you what's wrong doesn't mean I don't need your help.
Just because sometimes I might push you away doesn't mean I don't need you to stay.
February 19 The Taste Of Ink - The UsedThe Taste Of Ink - The Used
Is it worth it can you even hear me So here I am it's in my hands And won't you think I'm pretty As long as you're alive February 16 Update...Well... i have now been back at school for nearly a week and it sucks. Our Religion and Philosophy teacher is terrible, as of today i am a complete loner in Chemistry, our Biology teacher teaches us like we're in primary school and Maths... well that's ok so far. But meh... in all my 13 years of schooling (kinder - yr 11) i have never hated or dreaded going to school. But i'm ashamed to say that i officially hate school. Yep... and the only thing that would make it fun would be going there to hang out with friends. But alas... i dont seem to have many of them at the moment... but to those few i do have THANK YOU for letting me hang out with you and your friends... and pointing out where the GW look alike is hehe... you make school bearable.
On a much happier note... I GOT TICKETS FOR THE DARKNESS CONCERT IN SYDNEY!!! YES!!! omfg i am sooooo stoked! My dad is coming too cos i wouldnt go to Sydney on me onesy savvy... and he likes The Darkness too lol... I LOVE YOU DADDY!! MWAH!! yeah... so im pumped for the 13th of April! We even have air-fares so now it's all about accommodation.
That's all for now...
Over and Out
<3 February 09 </3 not good...Omg it was the first day back at school today... year 12... my last year of formal education for EVER... and i must say that it sucked. I got Chem homework... and it rained. And i even went to the trouble of straightening my hair last night and now its curly again!! I can't win with that hell hole they call 'school'... But um half of lunch was fun... i swear there are sooooo many year 11's! It's not a bad thing... i think people think im a year 11 cos im small... half of them are bigger than me... well more than half really. The majority are. Well anyway i should do my homework...
February 08 School Tomorrow =(Well the time has come to go back to school... AND I DON'T WANNA GO!!!
But on the bright side, Josh is in my tutor! HOW AWESOME!! Last year I hated tutor group cos I had no friends... but this year will be awesome! AND... Josh is catching my bus too!! YAY!! Hopefully this is as sign it'll be a good year!!
And don't worry Kate... I'll be sticking to you like glue! You'll get sick of me eventually lol... we'll have great fun at recess and lunch hehe...
Well... that's all folks. <3
btw - I WANNA GO AND SEE THE DARKNESS!!!!!
(ps - please PLEASE still comment on the previous entry... the poll in case you're new lol! You're opinions are still greatly wanted AND appreciated) January 30 POLL - PLEASE COMMENTOkay... here we go! Please people... I need your opinions! I don't care who you are... just tell me which one of these fine young (well some of them are young anyway!) gentlemen you think is the best looking (or just plain HOT!). I know that this is really stupid but meh... this is my teeny bopper moment lol. Your opinions are wanted!! SO GET COMMENTING!!!
Sonny Moore (From First To Last)
Quinn Allman (The Used)
Matt Good (From First To Last)
Gerard Way (My Chemical Romance) January 29 This is me... apparentlyWell... I did this silly personality test and this is what it said i am.
Stability results were very low which suggests you are extremely worrying, insecure, emotional, and anxious. Orderliness results were moderately low which suggests you are, at times, overly flexible, improvised, and fun seeking at the expense of reliability, work ethic, and long term accomplishment. Extraversion results were low which suggests you are very reclusive, quiet, unassertive, and secretive. trait snapshot - messy, depressed, introverted, feels invisible, does not make friends easily, nihilistic, reveals little about self, fragile, dark, bizarre, feels undesirable, dislikes leadership, reclusive, weird, irritable, frequently second guesses self, unassertive, unsympathetic, low self control, observer, worrying, phobic, suspicious, unproductive, avoidant, negative, bad at saving money, emotionally sensitive, does not like to stand out, dislikes large parties, submissive, daydreamer
Huh... am i really that bad????
thanks for the comments guys, you're right! Well... lol some of it is true i guess (i am extremely messy after all!!) but the rest... HA! hehe... i'm me! And that's NOT me... so na na na to whoever made that quiz up January 28 What have they done???OMG What have they done to the spaces???
They've seriously f-cked around with them! Spaces used to be so easy to use and not at all complicated and now MSN have added all these extra features and I DON'T LIKE IT!!! January 26 Branden Steineckert = awesome
Everyone, I'd like you to meet Branden from The Used. Up until recently I thought that he was the same as Bert McCracken (in regards to being into drinking, smoking, drugs etc...) but he's not! I thought he was into that shit because of his appearance, like with his tattoos and piercings, but this article that I read from Blender.com has changed my opinion of him completely! While he may not be the best looking guy from The Used, he is by far the most sain. Here's a little bit from the article (if you want, you can read the enitre article at Blender.com)
“If you don't fit a certain mold in Provo, you tend to be looked down upon,” Steineckert says of his hometown. “People automatically assume that because I have tattoos or a mohawk that I’m a drug dealer. Between looking like I did and being a skateboarder, I was bad news.” January 24 Save Me - Unwritten LawSave Me - Unwritten Law Had a bad day, don't talk to me, gonna ride this out, My little black heart, breaks apart, with your big mouth. And I'm sick of my sickness Dont touch me, you'll get this. I'm useless, lazy, perverted, and you hate me. You can't save me, You can't change me, Well I'm waiting for my wake up call, And everything, everything's my fault. Went to the doctor, and I asked her, to make this stop. Got medication, a new addiction, Fucken thanks a lot. Had to relapse, I'm outta rehab, It ruined everything. So point your finger, at the singer, He's in the pharmacy. You can't save me, You can't change me, Well I'm waiting for my wake up call , and everything's my fault. You can't save me, You can't blame me, Well I'm waiting here to take a fall, and everything, and everthing's my fault. And I'm a death threat haven't slept yet, Baby wide awake at dawn. Helmet bad boy, tell the tabloids, everything's my fault. Whoa whoa yeah, write it write it, Whoa whoa yeah, write it write it, Whoa Whoa everthing's my fault, everthing's my fault. I went to heaven, couldn't get it, For what I had done. I said forsake me, you said you're crazy you were too much fun. You can't save me, You can't change me, Well I'm waiting for my wake up call , and everything's my fault. You can't save me, You can't blame me, Well I'm waiting here to take a fall, and everything,everthing's my fault. You can't save me, You can't change me, You can't save me, You can't change me, You can't save me, You can't change me,(everthing's my fault) You can't save me, You can't change me, Everything's my fault. January 21 Funny MCR interviewI found this interview on someones MySpace and i thought it was pretty funny... except i dunno... i have this feeling it's not real, like its some fan who's just made it up. So if anyone knows who did this interview (like what magazine it came from etc...) please let me know! It's seriously bugging me, cos i've been googling it all night with no results. Anyhoo... it's pretty funny regardless. Except for the sandwich bit... that's just wrong.
Okay guys these are some tough questions you up for it? Gerard: Go for it Skittles or M&Ms? Mikey: SKITTLES!!!!!!!!!!!FUCK YES SKITTLES!!!! Just so you know I didnt come up with this one: Which would you rather do impregnate a cow or eat road kill squirrel? F: Are there any alternate answers? So whats the meanest thing your band mates have ever done to you while on tour?
I always thought it was sandwich G: When mikey was little he would say samich and it just kind of stuck. What was so creepy about it? G: There was this fucking psycho Satanists cult up there and Mikey was scared shitless. Okay new subject. Again I did not have anything to do with the making up of this question. Boxers briefs man thong or commando. M: (laughing so hard he fell off the chair) OK a friend wanted to know what you really do in the shower G: Well I take long hot pleasurable showers, and I touch and scrub my whole entire body. T: Hey Mikey, dont you take toasters in the bath? G: YES he does! Okay this ones for Frankie. Have you ever thought about one of your band mates in a sexual way and if so who? F: Yes actually. But it was nothing too dirty or anything. I just-there was this one pair of pants he had that really showed off his ass and uhpackage. Definitely Gerard. Anyway one of your fans wanted to know how far youve gotten with Bert G: Okay I havent fucked him havent sucked him or vice-versa. But I have seen him naked. okay I think its safe to say that this interview is over G: GO FUCK A WHALE!!!! M: HOW MANY TIMES DO I HAVE TO SAY THAT IM NOT INTERESTED IN YOU LIKE THAT GERARD!! January 19 PhotosWell due to recent events I've decided to delete a few of my photo albums.
It's a new year and it's time to move on from what happened last year... so I think that getting rid of those photos is a big step towards getting on with my life.
For those of you who have no idea what I'm on about, don't worry. If you don't know, it most likely doesn't affect you. But those who do know, I hope you understand why I have done it. And if you don't... screw you. I'm not gonna waste my time attempting to explain it to you.
So in the words of the wise JephA (from The Used)...
"... and to all the people that try to use me as a carpet FUCK YOU!!"
Yes you heard me... fuck you!! And as the even wiser Ruth said...
"Also to any those cowards who ruined our game - EAT SHIT. It was me who called you arseholes not alex so go have a little cry about, you're all immature little girls." January 17 *The 10 Commandments of a Chemical Romance*Hey... just found this today and thought it was pretty... erm... funny but in a weird kinda creepy way. I mean, I love My Chemical Romance... but "10 Commandments..." um that's just taking it a step too far lol... read 'em for yourself.
*The 10 Commandments of a Chemical Romance*
...Music As It Should Be...
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