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June 08 Emo Kid - Adam and AndrewEmo Kid - Adam and Andrew
“My life is spiraling downward. I couldn’t get enough money to go to the Blood Red Romance and Suffocate Me Dry concert. It sucks cause they play some of my favorite songs like “Stab My Heart Because I Love You” and “Rip Apart My Soul” and of course “Stabby Rip Stab Stab” And it doesn’t help that I couldn’t get my hair to do that flippy thing either…like that guy from that band can do….some days you know...” I’m an emo kid, non-conforming as can be You’d be non-conforming too if you look just like me I have paint on my nails and makeup on my face I’m almost emo enough to start shaving my legs Cause I feel real deep when dressing in drag I call it freedom of expression, most just call me a fag Our dudes look like chicks and chicks look like dykes Cause emo is one step below transvestite Stop my breathing and slit my throat I must be emo I don’t jump around when I go to shows I must be emo I’m dark and sensitive with low self esteem The way I dress makes everyday feel like Halloween I have no real problems but I like to make believe I stole my sister’s mascara now I’m grounded for a week Sulking and writing poetry are my hobbies I can’t get through a Hawthorne Heights album without sobbing Girls keep breaking up with me, it’s never any fun They say they already have a pussy, they don’t need another one Stop my breathing and slit my throat I must be emo I don’t jump around when I go to shows I must be emo Dye in my hair and polish on my toes I must be emo I play guitar and write suicide notes I must be emo “My life is just a black abyss... ya know...it’s so dark. And it’s suffocating me, grabbing a hold of me and tightening its grip, tighter than a pair of my little sisters jeans...which look great on me by the way.” When I get depressed I cut my wrist in every direction Hearing songs about getting dumped gives me an erection I write in a live journal and wear thick rimmed glasses I tell my friends I bleed black and cry during classes I’m just a bad, cheap imitation of goth You can read me “Catcher in the Rye” and watch me jack off I wear skin tight clothes while hating my life If I said that I like girls I’d only be half right I look like I’m dead and dress like a homo I must be emo Screw XBox I play old school Nintendo I must be emo I like to whine and hate my parentals I must be emo Me and my friends all look like clones I must be emo “My parents don’t get me ya know. They think I’m gay just because they saw me kiss a guy…well, a couple guys …but still, I mean it’s the 2000’s, can’t two…or 4 dudes make out with each other without being gay. I mean, chicks dig that kinda thing anyways. I don’t know diary, sometimes I think you are the only one that gets me…you’re my best friend. I feel like tacos.” April 15 THE DARKNESS CONCERT!!!OMG!! The Darkness concert was so awesome!! My dad and I got to Luna Park at 5.30 and the doors didn't open til 8... so we had a really good position in line! There were only about 60 people in font of us and by the time it was about 7-ish, the line was massive... like... I can't really describe how long it was... but trust me... I'm so glad we got there early! Then when it came to 8pm... they opened 3 doors and we were right in front of one of them so we were nearly first in there! I had a really good spot for the support act, After The Fall, about 2 rows from the front and OMG it was soooo scary! lol I nearly died... but I didn't stay there for the Darkness, I went and stood way further back... I was about to be crushed in the mosh pit!! But The Darkness... they were so fricken unbelievable!! And during their encore, these 2 security guards carried Justin Hawkins through the crowd while he was playing!!! I was soooooooooooooooooo close to him, if I had long arms and if I were taller I could have touched him!! But unfortunately the camera on my stupid phone decided it didn't want to take an all important picture of Justin... so the title of who got closer to Justin stays with Steven... but for the record I GOT SO MUCH CLOSER!!!! hehe so yeah it was amazing...
I ♥ THE DARKNESS!!! April 11 Panic! At The DiscoOk... so I'm writing a new blog.
And all I want to say is four words...
Panic!
At
The
Disco
They are awesome... listen to them everyone!! March 12 MSN Spaces suck...Yes... MSN Spaces (in my humble opinion) suck.
They are so boring... and I can't be bothered maintaining mine anymore.
So there will be no more updates on here for a while... but I will write about The Darkness concert when I get back from it or if anything else really really interesting happens in my life. But still feel free to comment cos I'll be coming on here just to check stuff out pretty regularly.
But seriously... if you too are sick of MSN Spaces, get a MySpace. They are sooooo much better and you can talk to people from all over the world (and Australia and EVEN Tasmania too) and find out about fantastic bands that are practically un-heard of here in Australia. All the big bands (like MCR, The Used, The Darkness, From First To Last etc...) have profiles on there and you can listen to their music and some bands even let you download their songs FOR FREE. Australian bands also have profiles, and they incude Wolfmother, The Living End, The Vines, Kisschasy, Grinspoon... and I'm sure many others do too.
So yeah... go here and make a MySpace profile
Later taters!!!
<3 Alex March 02 Fun walkiesAhoy!
Yesterday was GYC's Walk for Hope... OMG it was sooo long! Like... nearly 8km. My short legs do not like walking and it was especially hard when the people i was walking with had long legs. But it wasn't too bad on the whole. I walked half the way with josh and kate (which was the best part!) and then kate and I had great fun surging with Adam and Liam... lol. PEOPLE WALK TOO FAST!!! Anyway... it wasn't too bad and it was better than spending the whole day at school. Hmmm... so yeah that's all.
<3 February 27 Band rocks my socks... YEAH!Well... band has stated for another year (it actually started two weeks ago... but meh, i didn't think to write about it until now. I really enjoyed band last year... as stupid as it may sound! I made some pretty awesome friends through it, and the thing that sucks is that most of them were in yr 12... so they've gone. But I've made some new ones now, haha and they're in yr 11... so I'll leave them at the end of the year! It's a viscious cycle... band camp is coming up at the end of March... yes band camp... you heard me correctly! Last year's was awesome fun, even if there was only 8 people... 4 girls and 4 guys. I ended up hanging out with the guys more cos lets face it... they're more fun than girls! Nah jk... but it was good. I made some great friends there, but sadly i haven't kept in contact with any of them since the end of school, which is a bit disappointing. But oh well... that's life. Anyway... that's enough about band. I'm off!
<3 February 23 Just because...♥ Just because...
Just because I'm bitchy doesn't mean I'm a bitch.
Just because I'm quiet doesn't mean I don't have a lot to say.
Just because I appear happy doesn't mean everything is okay.
Just because I'm sarcastic doesn't mean I don't take things seriously.
Just because I forgive doesn't mean I forget.
Just because I don't listen to your problems doesn't mean I don't care.
Just because I'm gullible doesn't mean I can be cheated.
Just because I'm stubborn doesn't mean I'm not easy going.
Just because I don't study doesn't mean I'm stupid.
Just because I don't show my feelings doesn't mean I don't have any.
Just because I dislike my life at times doesn't mean I'm suicidal.
Just because I don't love you doesn't mean I don't have feelings for you.
Just because I'm honest doesn't mean I'm outspoken.
Just because I'm not like you doesn't mean I'm weird.
Just because I have scars on my wrist doesn't mean I cut myself.
Just because I'm unsure doesnt mean I'm afraid.
Just because I cry at night doesn't mean I'm depressed.
Just because I don't tell you what's wrong doesn't mean I don't need your help.
Just because sometimes I might push you away doesn't mean I don't need you to stay.
February 19 The Taste Of Ink - The UsedThe Taste Of Ink - The Used
Is it worth it can you even hear me So here I am it's in my hands And won't you think I'm pretty As long as you're alive February 16 Update...Well... i have now been back at school for nearly a week and it sucks. Our Religion and Philosophy teacher is terrible, as of today i am a complete loner in Chemistry, our Biology teacher teaches us like we're in primary school and Maths... well that's ok so far. But meh... in all my 13 years of schooling (kinder - yr 11) i have never hated or dreaded going to school. But i'm ashamed to say that i officially hate school. Yep... and the only thing that would make it fun would be going there to hang out with friends. But alas... i dont seem to have many of them at the moment... but to those few i do have THANK YOU for letting me hang out with you and your friends... and pointing out where the GW look alike is hehe... you make school bearable.
On a much happier note... I GOT TICKETS FOR THE DARKNESS CONCERT IN SYDNEY!!! YES!!! omfg i am sooooo stoked! My dad is coming too cos i wouldnt go to Sydney on me onesy savvy... and he likes The Darkness too lol... I LOVE YOU DADDY!! MWAH!! yeah... so im pumped for the 13th of April! We even have air-fares so now it's all about accommodation.
That's all for now...
Over and Out
<3 February 09 </3 not good...Omg it was the first day back at school today... year 12... my last year of formal education for EVER... and i must say that it sucked. I got Chem homework... and it rained. And i even went to the trouble of straightening my hair last night and now its curly again!! I can't win with that hell hole they call 'school'... But um half of lunch was fun... i swear there are sooooo many year 11's! It's not a bad thing... i think people think im a year 11 cos im small... half of them are bigger than me... well more than half really. The majority are. Well anyway i should do my homework...
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